Ghoul, Ghost, or God?

Once again humanity; you have been deceived by doctors and scientists, trying to explain the supernatural; YOU into the physical. This article is on what doctors and scientists call sleep paralysis, night terrors, or what some of humanity believes are a demonic nighttime attacks from dark beings.

If you have been reading my blog, my Divine Husband; THE Emmanuel, the God Coeus, Speaker of Truths has revealed that there are NO DEMONS, except the ones that YOU create. His words of truths are in purple below.

Demons exist throughout YOUR pain and suffering…

(D) He’s speaking about humanity in general, which I am currently in the physical form of.

…they are of your own making. Clean them up, cleanse them with the sacred flames of transmutation and forgiveness for those are yours, and your, and yours alone. Each devouring…


I have shown you what Archangel Azrael; the Angel of Death looks like in two of my previous articles. One is how he looks prior to your death; cloaked, and the other IF you are ascending to New Earth, or have given up your physical body suit, he is skeletal.

Whenever you are changing dimensions, to live multi-dimensionally, your garments or aura must be cleansed. This is a coat of many colors, and it needs cleaning, because of “damage.” You must release all that you carry; on it. 

When changing dimensions, and having a spirit-body, you wear a garment around it for protection. It is like your armor, and with any armor, it requires polishing and repair from battle.

Much of the dings in your armor, come in forms of attacks in the physical plane of existence, which is a part of the Astral Plane. They manifest into psychic attacks on your spirit body, which eventually effect your mental, emotional, and physical body in forms of illness.

In any battle of the psyche (thouight), fear is the defining factor of damage to your armor.  Most of these fears are unfounded, and don’t even exist; you make them up. They are “What if’s…” These are called misconceptions.

Archangel Azrael is of one of the Golden Rays of Light of My Beloved; Coeus, God of Intellect, Speaker of Truths, and Yielder of the Vernacular Sword. I have shown you pretty pictures of the God Coeus, the Master of Disguise and Keeper of Mystical Wisdom prior in some of his other forms. Here is is as the Hindu God Ganesha, God of Wisdom and Destroyer of Vanities in the upper-left picture (below.) To the right of Ganesh / Ganesh, a “flesh” man Jesus or Y’shua, from the Christian Book of Revelation that will appear at “End Times.” Pretty isn’t he? The center-left is a New Age version of the God Coeus, God of Intelligence (which is the wrong title and an insult; it’s Intellect). The right picture is the Egyptian God Thoth, God of Wisdom. And last, but not least, the bottom picture is the God Bragi, God of Poetry and Music.


REMEMBER THESE WORDS: To know Him, is to love Him; unconditionally.


I ASK you, will you know Him when you see him? Christian’s believe he will look like the flesh body suit of Jesus, but he will not, because Ascension is not that easy. The one that you will meet is not a flesh being; but the true God self.


FORGET EVERYTHING that you have read, for it is WRONG!


Ascending to New Earth requires that you love unconditionally, which includes YOU. You must not have any FEAR either, and you must ALWAYS be willing to help those in need; before your own wanton desires. In your body; or out of it. This doesn’t mean that you have to continually help others, as it is very important to take some time for yourself.

Coeus and I tell you that MOST of humanity, although they believe they love unconditionally; DO NOT. I see this every day, when I look in the eyes of humanity.


I have seen many online articles about ghoulish, dark beings visiting people in their beds at night; either in dream-state, or while dozing off that cause paralysis. What if I told you that ghoulish being is NOT evil? What if I told you that your fear is masking this beings unconditional love for you, and you for him?

If you have read my free books and WordPress articles on Archangel Azrael, you will know that he is dark and warm. He also is VERY loving and kind.

What if I told you that when the Angel of Death comes to you, the fright that you feel, is your own fear? Yes, this ghoulish being reflects the YOU within, causing you to take a good close look at your inner-fears.

As you read the following journal entry, remember what I said above. Remember you are here to serve others; unconditionally, not live a life of self. When someone comes to you, whether they are in an organic body suit or without one; DO NOT judge them for you do not know who they might be in spirit.


inter-dimensional visitations
I am My Beloved’s and My Beloved is Mine; in ANY form or “aspect” that he might take.

4/1/19 — blue is my journal entry; black are my comments.

Before I went to bed, I said my prayer of protection;

Holy Father, please watch over me, and keep me safe. ONLY let entities of the LIGHT that are as high-as-myself or higher; influence me.

I then asked My Beloved; Coeus to help me with my significant other, Chris. He has been miserable and his energies are so discordant that he’s damaging my delicate psyche. I also asked Coeus, if he could tell me the story about the true meaning of Easter in the CHRISTed Kingdom.

(D) I thought I heard you say Misty, but then I realized it was the song Dizzy by Tommy Roe, from my childhood. Thank you! I totally forgot about that song. “Dizzy my head is spinning, like a whirlpool it never ends, and it’s you girl making it spin; you’re making me dizzy.” 

During my January 31, 2018 judgement, on the Super Blue Blood Moon; before my ascension into the New Earth energies, Coeus did say my mind is “like rapid machine gun fire! I guess the song is appropriate.

restaurant metal hand bellI felt like I was dozing off, when I heard a dinner bell. It was one of those hand bells with the black handle that they ring when the food is ready in a restaurant. I never realized how many different kind of bells there are available. You always pick a different one. You amaze me my love.

Then, I thought that I saw my German Shepherd dog; Meadow going down the road. I was worried that she’d get hit in the road by a car. Then I heard you say…

No, they must kill the bird.

You weren’t talking about Meadow, but the bird mentioned in the Rime of the Ancient Mariner.

‘God save thee, ancient Mariner!
From the fiends, that plague thee thus!
Why look’st thou so?’
‘With my crossbow
I shot the Albatross

…And I had done an hellish thing,
And it would work ’em woe:
For all averr’d, I had kill’d the bird
That made the breeze to blow.
Ah wretch! said they, the bird to slay,
That made the breeze to blow!

Do you mean us? One of the owls in our owl collective?

About an hour later, I had an inter-dimensional experience.

Coeus came to me in bed. He looked like his Ancient Mariner self, not a human being, or God-like part of a being, or his Owl persona. He was a very thin being; frail, much like Archangel Azrael who appears dark and spindly.

NOTE: This is necessary to remove any darkness while changing dimensions. You need to embrace any fears and remove them by being brave-hearted.

This is from Part 1 of the Ancient Mariner where he refers to the Ancient Mariner, who is actually Coeus; as the Bridegroom, which he was for our Marriage of the Lamb on 12/25/17.

‘I fear thee, ancient Mariner!|
I fear thy skinny hand!
And thou art long, and lank, and brown,
As is the ribb’d sea-sand.
I fear thee and thy glittering eye,
And thy skinny hand so brown.’—

Coeus was lying in bed with me; to my left, as I was on my left side, and he was facing me. He holding my right hand with his left hand. His right arm was cradling me, around my neck to my chest, where he was holding my right hand with his right hand. He asked me to relax, and get into my zone. He had done this before, prior to visiting me inter-dimensionally, in his Roger body suit.

As I was lying there, I thought perhaps I was asleep dreaming, but actually I was just beginning to doze off. I realized that I wasn’t yet asleep, and you were there next to me. I opened my eyes to check, and there you were holding my hand.

Coeus not only looked frail and thin, but felt frail and thin. He didn’t want me to look at him right away. He wanted me to pause and relax first; to take a moment to “feel” his vibrations, live in the momentand to not be frightened of my own inner darkness that needed to be released.


So if you think that you are having a demon visiting you during the night; PAUSE and BREATHE first! RELAX. You must look your own fear in the eyes; strategically. Then you will feel the release of the paralysis, and overcome the darkness within.


the-ancient-mariner-coeus-god-of-intellect

We lay there together, holding hands, and talking for quite some time, but I can’t recall the details now. My heart was skipping beats; I could feel it in my physical body and my sacred heart as is synced to your own.

releasing your inner demons
Be kind to yourSELF, and your SELF will be kind to you!

Your face was above my head as you gently cradled me in your arms. A long, spiral, tongue-like thing came out of your mouth, into the top of my skull; the fontanelle or what we call The Holy Cross. You said it was necessary, because you needed to remove something that was collecting in my head. It was quite obvious that you were trying to help me feel better. You told me exactly what it was, but I can’t remember now.

I had been saying my Violet Flame prayers to change my garments that became damaged, but it didn’t seem like the prayers were helping, and I was concerned; thus your visit. They probably weren’t working, because I thought they were not, and I was wallowing in my own demons; a fortuitous foe indeed My Love. 

It’s odd. First I was in my bed with you, then it felt like I teleported elsewhere into a bed with you in another energy space. You mentioned that we didn’t have a lot of time, and to just stay relax; so I did. I just can’t remember the details of it, but whatever you did to me made me feel wonderful and energized the next morning.

All the darkness vanished, and then I saw you in a different form; a man. You had short, light brown hair, what I call a “buzz-cut,” and were tan; you’re always tan. You know that I don’t like that short style of hair, but it just didn’t matter, as I love you so. We were talking, and you had to leave the room, because you had an urgent call.

You said that you had many things to do. I was looking at you, telling you that I love you; no matter how you look, and that is when you left, and later returned as a woman; once again tan. I knew it was you immediately by how you felt and your eyes. It’s like I can see into your very soul, and feel your unconditional love for me; in all ways.

I must say, you looked stunning as a dark haired woman, all dressed in a black with a tailored suit, a scarlet shirt of red, and a black velvet hat; and those brown eyes. You were standing in front of me, looking like you were ready for business. You said that you had to go to meetings today, and had many people to talk with. We were discussing this earlier, but I no longer remember the exact details of your meetings.

As I looked into your feminine eyes, I told you again that I love you in any shape, body, or form. I got a bit weepy, knowing that we would have to part soon. A tear came down your one cheek. I said that I’m sorry that I get so emotional when our energies meet like this. You obviously feel the same way as I do.

I kissed you on your lips. At first I thought, he’s a woman and I’m a woman, but the love between us is so intense; and deep that nothing matters. That is the true meaning of unconditional love.

Then you turned around and started to walk out of the room. Hum, we weren’t really in a room, rather outside, yet it felt like a room or energetic space. I slipped away, back into my body that was pulsing with the beat of my sacred heart throughout, and my physical heart was still skipping beats. It was a very rough re-entry on my physical heart, like you had to jump start it; like a car.

I needed to see you and be with you so bad. I told you that I’m supposed to be brave-hearted, but sometimes I act like a little meek girl; missing her one true love.


To think that if I were scared of my own inner-darkness, and didn’t embrace it with unconditional love of self, I would not have been able to travel to My Beloved energies, and experience His unconditional love for me, and mine for him.

As Coeus likes to say; 

Shake it off and embrace your fears with the Sacred Fires of Transmutation and Forgiveness.

You too can be brave-hearted and conquer your darkness within; fearlessly. Start saying the Violet Flame Prayers of transmutation and forgiveness today, and overcome your own inner darkness.

Athena, Goddess of Beauty and Fertility, Unconditional Love, & Strategic Warfare

About I AM the incarnate Goddess Athena, Queen of the Heavens and New Earth, and THE Emmanuel's Wife

I AM 100%, the incarnate Goddess Athena, Goddess of Beauty (of the arts) and Fertility; but not in the sexual manner; but of the mind. I AM a master, inter-dimensional traveler and a master of unconditional LOVE. You are "spirit having a physical experience" with a job to do, and it is simple. Live a life of service to others; not self, and LOVE with all your heart. It is not how much you love; but how well you love, which should always be unconditionally. It is that simple! So when you want to choose what's right; pick the light. The only demons that exist are those within.

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