This is going to be a continuing, updated article that is chronicled through songs that are sent to me from Emmanuel. During the night, I often awaken to a song and see Emmanuel’s energy. I’d like to share these with humanity. Many of these love songs talk about the trials of love, and how through love anything is possible. We are fine examples set forth in unconditional love and the power of it.
A few months ago in March of 2018, Emmanuel paralyzed my sacred heart. It was “time” for me to fully “come into my own” WITHIN a physical vessel WITHOUT His direct assistance. This is all part of the Great Awakening process. And yes, it’s a process; just like Ascension.
My contact with Emmanuel is quite limited at this time. Only a few words daily; mostly about love, or a small amount of multi-dimensional training. I occasionally pop in, to see Him in the New Earth energies, but it’s just not enough for me. I want to be with Him always.
My sacred heart, literally yearns for Him, and my sacred heart’s, “electronic stimuli,” often aches. I can feel a little electrical jolt, when I’m thinking about Him; wallowing in my sadness, and trying to make a “jail-break” by cracking open my sacred heart.
A few weeks ago, it was a song by Billy Ray Cyrus, Achy Breaky Heart. I thought, “That’s an old Country song.” In the morning I played it on YouTube.
But don’t tell my heart,
My achy breaky heart,
I just don’t think he’d understand.
And if you tell my heart,
My achy breaky heart,
He might blow up and kill this man.
Yes, my heart felt like it was aching and breaking, and locked away, and I was mad!
Last night, I woke up to a song playing loudly in my head. It took me a few minutes of humming the tune, to figure out the song’s name; Unchain My Heart that was recorded by Ray Charles in 1961. I was not happy that my sacred heart was still being imprisoned, and I was feeling sorry for myself.
Unchain my heart,
Please set me free.
Unchain my heart,
You don’t care about me…
When I read the lyrics online, and got to the end, there were those two magic words, the pet-name he uses when we’re together…
Set me free,
Woowow, set me free little darlin’
This morning is Wednesday, June 13, 2018. After another day in my physical body without Emmanuel. It seems that I think about Him ALL day and night; like a girl with her first crush. This has been going on for a decade.
When we first met, I was wondering if he was OK on the Astral Plane, and how someone like Him could have even ended up there. Then, after finally setting him free from Limbo, and I wondered if I’d ever see him again. I also didn’t know if he loved me, as much as I loved Him. We expressed our love on several occasions, but I had no idea how truly deep this love was, in the grand scheme of things.
Delving into the dark energies was an unselfish act of unconditional love. I was operating completely on faith that I would someday reunite with my love; in one way or another. I would just have to wait.
Part of my divine purpose is the expansion of my sacred heart. It’s needed for awakening of humankind. It’s done through the “longing” for my one true love; The God Emmanuel; the Lord of Lord, and King of Kings. It’s an energy; like everything else. It has the need to expand and create.
My song from Emmanuel / Immanuel this morning was Nothing’s Going Change My Love for You by George Benson. He’s played this song once before for me.
It’s from the early 1980’s. I remember listening to it, when I was living on the Gulf Coast of Florida, after I graduated from college. He sure knows how to pick em’, and he played the entire song; not just the chorus. This is just a short excerpt:
If I had to live my life without you near me,
The days would all be empty,
The nights would seem so long.
With you I see forever, oh, so clearly,
I might have been in love before,
But it never felt this strong.
Our dreams are young and we both know,
They’ll take us where we want to go.
Hold me now, touch me now,
I don’t want to live without you.
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you,
You ought to know by now how much I love you.
One thing you can be sure of,
I’ll never ask for more than your love…
As I was writing this, a song just started playing in my YouTube song queue; “If I can love you like that,” by John Michael Montgomery. It’s set on AutoPlay, it it picks songs “randomly.”
I can love you,
I can love like that,
I can make you my world,
Move Heaven and Earth; if you were my girl.
I would give you my heart,
Be all that you need,
Show you that you’re everything that is precious to me,
If you give me a chance,
I could love you like that.
After the song ended, the next AutoPlay song didn’t play; just silence. It should have automatically started playing the next queued-up song. This is how he lets me know that he is with me; through songs.
Music is truly a gift from the Gods. I believe that most artists and musicians are influenced; whether they are aware or not, by divine love through words in songs and nature. Unconditional love of another is a huge gift and comes through the heart.
Awe, last night; June 14, 2018, Emmanuel woke me with two different songs. They always have to do with my thoughts; either before going to bed, or during the night, and LOVE of course. He always manages to find the perfect love song(s).
I woke up during the night, frustrated. My chakras were all pounding, from traveling, and I wanted to remember EVERYTHING about us. Sadly, my only memories are the love that I had for Him, during my Quest for the Holy Grail; inter-dimensionally through the energies, or when I’m channeling him; WITHIN and WITHOUT my organic body suit.
The first song was about “remembering.” It was Remember When, by Alan Jackson. What a gorgeous guitar instrumental. The song is sung so skillfully; full of passion and feeling.
Remember when, I was young, and so were you,
And time stood still, and love was all we knew?
You were the first, so was I,
We made love and then you cried,
Remember when, we vowed the vows,
And walked the walk, (The Way)
Gave our hearts, made the start, it was hard.
We lived and learned, life threw curves,
There was joy, there was hurt,
I remember the first time(s) that I saw you in this incarnation as “Diane.” Both wearing my Diane body suit, and out of it in my Goddess form; on the Astral Plane. You literally took my breath away. You were AND are the most handsome man that I’ve ever seen, or could ever dream of for that matter. You were/are tall, dark, and handsome; literally, and so patient, loving, and gentle. Perfection at its finest. As soon as I looked at you, I remembered that you were my husband, but I was perplexed at my thoughts. How could this be?
I chased you through the energies of forgiveness, pain, hurt, and sorrows, and so many more lower frequencies. All had to be transmuted into light, to raise you up; AGAIN.
Once all conditions were met, we wed on CHRISTmas morning, 2017; inter-dimensionally. I became your Bride; again, The Emmanuel’s Wife. It was so very romantic. I told you that I would do it all again; in a heartbeat my love. I guess that’s why you sent me the second song.
The second song was from the 1975 Broadway musical, A Chorus Line; What I Did for Love. I can’t believe how many recording artists recorded this song over the years; it’s astounding.
My version was in full orchestra, and the original recording from the musical. It talks about what someone will do, when they love someone unconditionally, and how love is never gone, and how it travels on, and what love’s what we’ll remember. It was quite appropriate, as our love is what I remember.
Kiss today goodbye,
The sweetness and the sorrow.
Wish me luck, the same to you.
But I can’t regret,
What I did for love, what I did for love.
Look, my eyes are dry,
The gift was ours to borrow.
It’s as if we always knew,
And I won’t forget, what I did for love,
What I did for love
Love is never gone,
As we travel on,
Love’s what we’ll remember…
I will hold this in my sacred heart, allowing it to expand through the energies of unconditional love; always and forever.
It’s not unusual to awaken to a song from Emmanuel daily. I awoke during the night to several songs, but this morning, it was His signature song for me; A Better Man for Having Loved You by Englebert Humperdinck.
If I could catch a star before it touched the ground,
I’d place it in a box, tie ribbons all around.
And then I’d offer it to you,
A token of my love and deep devotion.
The world’s a better place,
With you to turn to,
I’m a better man,
For having loved you.
And as I AM today,
That’s how I’ll always stay,
A better man for having loved you,
A better man for having loved you…
When I inter-dimensionally travel to Emmanuel, we are not always full-figured. I talked about this in other articles on my blog. Sometimes we are owls, owl parts, human-like beings, or just body parts. Sometimes we are beautiful energies; without a physical form.
If we are looking at the stars, it’s often our arms and hands only; intertwined in a loving embrace, floating in space. The energies of love just flow through these energetic “parts.” So love comes in “many forms;” not just human. Take the love that you can get and make it a great love like ours, which spans all space and time.
July 21, 2018
Ah, there have been songs since my last post, but last night’s was special. As I was gazing outside the glass doors of my showroom, into the meadow behind the studio at dusk, the fireflies were in abundance, as a storm approached the farm.
As I was admiring the blessing of the fireflies beauty, I heard Emmanuel say, “Stardust.” Then the words to the song Stardust, by Nat King Cole began to play…
And now the purple dust of twilight time
Steals across the meadows of my heart
High up in the sky
The little stars climb
Always reminding me that we’re apart.
You wander down the lane and far away
Leaving me a sun that will not die
Love is now the stardust of yesterday
The music of the years gone by.
Sometimes I wonder why I spend
The lonely nights dreaming of a song
The melody haunts my reverie
And I am once again with you.
When our love was new
And each kiss an inspiration
But that was long ago
Now my consolation
Is in the stardust of a song.
Beside a garden wall.
When stars are bright
You are in my arms
The nightingale tells his fairy tale
Of paradise where roses grew.
Though I dream in vain
In my heart it will remain
My stardust melody
The memory of loves refrain.
My heart welled up with thoughts of my beloved, and him standing before me so many times; inter-dimensionally. Tears came to my eyes of our love, and us gazing into the stardust in the cosmos together. Soon in the Winter, we will once be again together forever. But this time, it will be fully in another timeline on New Earth.
July 27, 2018
It is the morning of the July 27, 2018 Blood Moon. Before I went to bed last night, I said to Emmanuel that he probably hardly misses me, because he’s so busy with more important things. As I started drifting off to sleep, I heard Emmanuel, humming, “You Mean Everything to Me.”
It was an older song, and I was unfamiliar with it’s tune. It turned out to be Neil Sedaka. Of course he managed to find “darling” in another perfect song. He’s so romantic and thoughtful.
You are the answer to my lonely prayer,
You are an angel from above,
I was so lonely til’ you came to me,
With the wonder of your love.
I don’t know how I ever lived before,
You are my life, my destiny,
Oh my darling, I love you so,
You mean everything to me.
If you should ever, ever go away,
There would be lonely tears to cry,
The sun above would never shine again,
There would be teardrops in the sky.
So hold me close, and never let me go,
And say our love will always be,
Oh my darling, I love you so,
You mean everything to me…
More loving words to come, from the greatest Twin Flame love story ever told; the God Emmanuel and Goddess Athena. You can read all about it in my FREE book on inter dimensional travel.