Finding the Blessings

All of us have had trials throughout our incarnation(s) here on Earth, and we signed up for ALL of them; PRIOR to incarnating into our organic bodies that we designed. Yes, you not only signed up for the trials in life; or lessons, but you designed your own organic body suit, to aid you in the learning through the soul growth process.

diane star chartBased on the lessons you needed to learn and conquer, you also determined the EXACT moment and geographic location of your birth; based on planetary conditions or alignments. The conditions were selected to put you in specific situations for better soul expansion or growth. I am a sun in Capricorn, with a Libra moon, and Libra ascendant/rising.

You also selected your family; as scary as that might seem. It’s quite rare to not find a family without some dysfunction in it. I often wondered looking at my own family, if I were adopted. I just didn’t seem to fit in with them at all; I was quite passive, kind, and loving.

So many of you did a great job, setting yourself up for some tough life-lessons. You might have even signed up for a very well-served-up plate. Please don’t feel alone, because it’s literally IMPOSSIBLE for you to be alone.

If you could only see the “other-side” and your cheering section, eagerly awaiting for you to make the correct selections through your free-will choice. You are so loved beyond words.


I’ve talked before about our bodies in a previous article called, My Body; My Vessel. It discussed respecting your vessel. This time, I’d like to discuss the body in relation to life-lessons and how we respond to those lessons, and how these lessons can affect your health.

I want to reiterate something that I talked about in prior writings. My ENTIRE family; which is quite small, are all disabled. They all suffer from degenerative joint disease, severe spinal issues of various types, arthritis, high blood pressure and cholesterol, depression of sorts, defective knees and hips, obesity, and addictions.

They are, or were ALL a mess and dwell in their sorrows, which creates illness; IF it’s not transmuted into light from the darkness WITHIN. My family has done this their entire lives; worry, over-analyze, and over-indulge in so many ways; unhealthy thoughts and actions. I was found guilty, during my own judgment on the Super Blue Blood Moon of…

Emmanuel E LG“self imposed anger and dwelling in my own sorrows.”

I’m a master of over-analyzing things, and it was not only in this lifetime as a “female,” but over periods of lives as a men and women. It appeared during my judgment from Emmanuel that it was far-worse in my male incarnations than the female incarnations.

“Like rapid machine gun fire, your thoughts and actions spill out; in anger and confusion. Some of which was self-induced feelings of frustrations; over periods of lives and your thoughts that you reached in a moment of frustrations, of wanton cruelties perceived.”

I often think about this judgment. How do you fix something, when it is how you were intentionally designed? I was designed not only as the Goddess of Beauty and Fertility, but Wisdom. One who analyzes everything from a multitude of angles; through knowingness. It’s my forte. Perhaps the next lifetime, I’ll figure out this conundrum!


There is no such thing as genetics


Ignore what you hear from the scientific community. EVERY illness is man- or WOman-made through thoughts, actions, and words. If you put it out to the Universe, you will get back EXACTLY what you ask for; if you want it or not. I’m living proof of this statement. I AM in PERFECT health, and have not had even a sniffle for many, many, many years.

Recently, Emmanuel told me that when I designed my own vessel, for this incarnation as Diane, that I created an EXACT duplicate of my CHRISTed Oversoul Athena. In 1958, an exact duplicate came forth into existence; just like you.” It was necessary for a smoother transition into the New Earth energies. Plus, when you love yourself unconditionally, “what you see; is what you get!” And I know, Emmanuel wouldn’t want it any other way.

I was born early in January of 1959. This is significant, because as Emmanuel pointed out, this is the moment that inception begins; the creation of the vessel; in my case, the exact duplicate.The birthing-time determines the soul’s personality traits that are needed to accomplish your goals.

When the body is created, the spirit literally bounces back and forth between the light realms and the vessel, getting used to being “contained” and “separate.” Incarnating is a VERY exciting moment for an evolving soul. They can fix the things that they did not in a prior incarnation; hopefully! It’s all the stuff that happens after the birth that can change things for the worst; or the better.

Even though I AM “Queen of the Gods,” and a pure virgin soul, I did NOT have to incarnate. I made this choice freely, out of my love for humanity. Now I have to make other free-will choices that are not so pleasant, concerning humanity ugly reign of terror.

As a goddess, there is always room to improve; through evolution. Without this walk, I would not truly understand the species of humankind; or any other species.  I had to trot along, in their shoes, to understand their gate, and know how high that I might have to jump over obstacles, laid in my path; over hill and dale I bound.

Emmanuel E LG…for her beauty and quick resolve far outweighed her need to exist in a heavenly state of being.


Blessing are abundant, IF you SEEK them in the smallest of places, as EVERYTHING is a lesson in Earth School.


It’s how you respond to the lesson, and find the blessing WITHIN the mess and dysfunction, which determines the grace that will be bestowed upon you. Do you want grace? Or do you want more discord from the lesson? It’s ultimately YOUR choice how to respond, as it is a free-will planet; for now.

As I was reflecting upon my day in the tile studio, I had an opportunity to turn some sour grapes into a sweet wine. A few weeks prior, Chris and I drove to Ashville, NC to pick up a few boxes of a new type clay that I needed for my Largemouth Bass fish that I released this year. OMG, yet another pun comes out of my mouth. Sorry; it’s just the way Emmanuel and I are designed; like The Holy Father with his dry wit. Released is a fishing term; “catch and release.” Hey, I said it’s a “dry-sense” of wit!

Anyway, we brought the clay back and I spent a few days making the base-tiles for my newly, re-designed Large Mouth Bass fish tiles, and numerous large, top-view sea turtle tiles. After about one week of dedication and hard work, they were sufficiently dried, cleaned, and loaded into the kiln, to fire to become the base for the glaze; or color to be applied.

largemouth bass green fish slice pebble shower floor mosaic tiles
Largemouth bass fish tiles on Speckled Buff

It’s always like CHRISTmas opening the kiln. You never know what you’ll find in that big box. Well unfortunately, today was not the CHRISTmas gift that I desired.

When I opened the kiln, I discovered that the distributor gave me the wrong clay-base; a peach, or buff colored one that was in a loose bag; not a labeled box. It fired to a much lighter color, and there were no tiny little black spots that were required for a natural, or realistic look to the Largemouth Bass tile.

Working in raw clay and with ceramic glazes, is literally like working blind. It requires a LOT of faith, memory, and expertise.

Everything is a different color in its raw, or naked-state. The little black flecks that I needed for the fish tiles, are not visible in the clay; until after it’s fired in the kiln to 2200 degrees.

Like me, clay also has a “memory.” If you are rough with it, and bend it the wrong way, even though it looks OK on the outside, and is flat; after it dries, it will “re-bend” itself during a firing, and be ruined. It isn’t forgiving at all; not like me!

While working with the raw clay-base that we picked up in North Carolina with Chris, it “looked” identical to the Speckled Buff that I planned to use for the Bass fish tiles, only it had more grog in it (little white flecks); making if rougher to the touch. Nearly the entire load of handmade tiles; a very large one was wrong, and I had many orders to fill.not speckled buff

Disappointment filled the air in the studio…“Noooooooo!” I thought, “Argh, what if the clients can’t wait another two weeks for me to redo everything!”My physical vessel was already thinking the worst. But then the spiritual, “breath of life” came. I paused, took a deep breathe and assessed the situation through my knowingness.

Instead of getting angry, which is just a waste of energy; filled with impure thoughts, words, and actions, I immediately looked for the blessing. There is ALWAYS one, or two blessings awaiting discovery; if you SEEK them out.

I saw the opportunity to create something else that was new and exciting. This was not a set-back, but an opportunity to embrace change, as well as a challenge, and I’m always up for a challenge and change. I am quite adventurous indeed, and will take on a mountain if necessary to accomplish my goals. Emmanuel will testify to that statement, as traversing energies out of the body; or in it, can be exhausting.


When mishaps occur, and we get angry, we create discord through actions, thoughts, and words. They don’t exist, until we “create” the energies. These creations only hurt us; the creators.

We are a creator just like The Holy Father who created YOU in their image, and by acting incorrectly, it lowers our vibrational frequency through actions, thoughts, or words. It also hurts others, who are most likely, already feeling bad, and are in the “line of fire.” This can trigger a nasty chain of events.

I called the distributor in North Carolina, to figure out what happened. We very cordially talked a bit, and determined that it was an innocent error, by one of the artists at her studio.  She felt terrible about the mishap. I told her, Everything has a blessing in disguise,” IF you SEEK it.

She was a bit shocked at my response. She replied, “Really?” I said, “Of course; accidents happen for reasons. I’ll just create a new, limited-edition design, and sell them as a one-and-only creation.” Who knows, it might actually turn out to be a huge seller.

She then suggested that she’d replace the wrong, single bag of clay, for a full; 2-bag box, OR a 10% discount on my next order. I asked her to hang onto a box for me for Fall. She then said, “It would be in your favor to go for the 10% discount.” I normally buy clay by the ton, which can get expensive. I explained it wasn’t necessary, but she insisted on the discount. Sour grapes turned into sweet wine.

Most problems, only become a problem because we make one out of it, by being on the defense; not on the offensive team. It is the battles that we choose, and what weapon we yield that determines a lessons favorable outcome. Perhaps that double-edge sword shooting out of your mouth, is not the proper weapon of choice, but a carefully planned sneak attack, would be more appropriate. Think about it.


Blessings in disguise are ALWAYS available, when a “like-energy” is reciprocated.


The more discord we hold WITHIN our vessels, the lower and lower our frequencies becomes. “Junk” literally collects on the physical cells, atoms, and electrons, as well as our spiritual “clothing;” auric field. This creates holes and illness WITHIN and WITHOUT the physical vessel. These holes have to be filled with something. Choose light, higher-vibrational energies.

After handling this trial easily, I kept thinking about a scripture that Chris had told me a while ago. So I asked him to look it up for me, as it talks about impure spirits WITHIN and WITHOUT a person.

Matthew 12:43-45

43“When an impure spirit comes out of a person, it goes through arid places seeking rest and does not find it. 44 Then it says, ‘I will return to the house I left.’ When it arrives, it finds the house unoccupied, swept clean and put in order. 45 Then it goes and takes with it seven other spirits more wicked than itself, and they go in and live there. And the final condition of that person is worse than the first. That is how it will be with this wicked generation.”

The impure spirit is ones OWN darkness WITHIN; thoughts, words, and actions.

Emmanuel E LGDemons exist throughout your pain and suffering; they are of your OWN making. Clean them up with the sacred flames of transmutation and forgiveness, for those are yours, and yours, and yours alone. Each devouring…

The house is the physical vessel; the body that is unoccupied by the light. It’s impurities are released through words, thoughts, and actions, floating around in space; freely. The Law of Attraction brings it back to you; 10 fold. The energies see a “vacancy sign” hanging there, and move in, leaving you worse off than when you started. “The final condition” of that person is worse than the first impure spirit that came out of that person.

After reading the above scripture, I intuitively heard from Emmanuel,

Emmanuel E LG“You should look up the line prior.”

Now, if you’ve been following my blog, you’ll know that Emmanuel had incarnated as Solomon; prior to incarnating as Jesus, and me, the Goddess Athena as The Queen of Sheba, and the Mother Mary. Now, check out the line prior:

Matthew 12:42

42 The Queen of the South (AKA the Queen of Sheba) will rise at the judgment with this generation and condemn it; for she came from the ends of the earth to listen to Solomon’s wisdom, and now something greater than Solomon is here.

I yelled downstairs to Chris, to check out line #42. He loves when these things happen.

This example was a minor, potential discordant energy that could have become huge, if I looked at it from a defensive angle. If you can handle the small lessons, with baby steps, you’ll be better able to master the larger ones; as there WILL be many other opportunities for soul growth, along your evolutionary path.

You are here to learn and evolve or ascend; not to descend. It’s not easy, but I know that you are up to it!

The Goddess Athena, THE Emmanuel’s Wife

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