The Quest for the Holy Grail

Many of you reading my blog have Christian religious backgrounds, and have probably recited the Apostles Creed at one time or the other. But, do you know the truth of Christ’s descent into hell? I do, as I have successfully completed The Quest for the Holy Grail.

For those of you that have read my book, you probably know where this article is headed; deep into the bowels of Limbo / Hades / Hell / Purgatory, or even deeper;  the inescapable fortress for Gods, Tartarus.

This is my twin flame journey to THE Emmanuel, the God Coeus, through the different energies. It’s all part of the Ascension process, during The Great Awakening of humankind. I do not follow any specific religion, but the one of my sacred heart.

I have been into the darker energies, many, many times during the twin flame search for The Holy Grail. There are different layers of these energies, just like those of the light realms. I believe they call it the dark realms, because it is literally a “dark” place; void of most of the color spectrum of “light;” the light of the divine.

These are some Byzantine images that show Christ’s decent into Hell.

If you look closely, you’ll see numerous commonalities between artists. There are six very obvious ones;

  • twin peaks
  • crossed doors
  • heiroglyphs
  • sacred flame off the robe
  • two groups; the enlightened and un-enlightened
  • coffins

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The one most significant thing that I want to point out is that there are saints and sinners both in the dark realms; not just sinners. When you compare the art, you might notice how Yeshua (salvation) faces, when he’s pulling souls out of their graves. His back is NOT always towards the sinners, but also the saints and kings.

The dark realms are about self-judgment. I talked about my own Dad’s decent into Limbo in a previous article called, A SOUL Saved by Grace! EVERYONE descends into this place, prior to ascending into the light realms. Some stay a while to do work; others decide to ascend and do the work in the light realms, or reincarnate into a suitable (no pun intended) body suit on Earth or another planet.

Limbo / Purgatory are a place of cleansing, where you continue to do The Work. Hell / Hades / Tartarus, are more of what I would call, “holding cells.” This is where my Beloved was hiding; Tartarus.


Art holds so much truths. Artist of all kinds; visual, writers, and others, pour their souls into their art, which is why most are starving artists. Sadly, very few can make a good living from their art; about 10%.

The truths surrounding the mystery around the Holy Grail in writing, have been lost because the church considered the writings to be heresy. So the “writers” of the words were killed. The good news is that they seemed to have forgotten about the visual artists. Being one myself in my, Diane organic body suit, I know about hiding things in my art. I do this all the time, when I create my handmade mosaic designs. I work for The Holy Father in ALL that I do, so I like to put things in my art that aren’t always noticed at a glance.

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THE Emmanuel; Coeus, has talked about the beauty of my art and its importance for humanity. It’s filled with The Holy Father and the “child-like” innocence that is needed to “come to the Father.”

Emmanuel E LGYou are here to shine forth love and reign over humanity. You’re brightness, purity, and self-worth to all, your displays of art, filled with kindness, love and purity; much needed in today’s society. For there is much truth in what you do that is unseen to the human eye.

To maintain child-like purity at my age; 60, is a mastery in itself. You have to continually look through your eyes as a child; no matter the difficulties throughout your life; and there have been MANY trials along the way. You must SEEK out the blessings in the smallest of places and trials, and FIND forgiveness through the muck or filth, and be grateful for it all.

I get a lot of “fan-mail” for my art weekly. It always makes me chuckle, because I do my art for Father. I take no credit for it, and eagerly tell my clients that I work for; Father, as he is awesome, and even more-so in person; inter-dimensionally.

I often say, while unloading a finished load of tiles from my kilns, “Look what we did Father; it’s beautiful!” When you work for The Holy Father, you’ll find that you ALWAYS do your best works. When you have faith in those works; you’re golden!

I once asked Emmanuel for the winning lottery numbers, LOL. I knew he wouldn’t give them to me, but it doesn’t hurt to ASK! This was his response.

Emmanuel E LGMans needs for controls, stems from financial gains through monies. You’re not a prisoner of these controls, as I’m sure you “collect.” Art is a visual deception…

(D) He is showing me lying on my ottoman. I was confused for a minute which direction that I was facing. My head was on one end; then the other and back again.

Emmanuel E LGIt rotates its way back.


When I started my twin flame journey, I had no idea, or had even heard of such a thing as a “twin flame.” After doing some research, I said to Father, “I’m pretty sure that mine is dead!” Oddly enough; I was right. He no longer wore an organic body suit.

Even though I felt that my “twin” was not currently incarnate, I faithfully continued saying the Twin Flame Prayers and Decrees. Things are not always as linear as one might think. It requires some out-of-the-box thinking. It’s when you fall into the box that you become trapped WITHIN the game, and cannot get out of it.

I remembered something from the Bible that is so true, and a great tool to be successful in life; in all ways. It was from James 2:14-20:

14 What does it profit, my brethren, if someone says he has faith but does not have works? Can faith save him? 15 If a brother or sister is naked and destitute of daily food, 16 and one of you says to them, “Depart in peace, be warmed and filled,” but you do not give them the things which are needed for the body, what does it profit? 17 Thus also faith by itself, if it does not have works, is dead.

18 But someone will say, “You have faith, and I have works.” Show me your faith without your works, and I will show you my faith by my works. 19 You believe that there is one God. You do well. Even the demons believe—and tremble! 20 But do you want to know, O foolish man, that faith without works is dead?

I love this scripture, because it is the truths behind what THE Emmanuel, the incarnate evolving soul in Jeshua / Iesus / Jesus, and my guides have taught me;


Just do it! Prayer alone is faith without works, and is one of my BIGGEST pet-peeves.


I detest when I hear someone say, “I’ll pray for you,” and NOT act upon it. If I had a nickle for every time that someone has said that statement, I’d be the richest person in the world. Get off your butt and help me! You’re only doing half the job; not The Work. That is an example of faith; without work works.

One thing I had in my twin flame journey through the energies, was a LOT of faith, and I certainly knew how to work; hard for what I desired. I wanted this twin flame that everyone was talking about, and I would do whatever it would take, to bring him to me, or me to him; WITH or WITHOUT a body suit.

Many people, on the Quest for the Holy Grail; their twin flame partner, forget that they are “spirit having a physical experience.” This means that your twin, which you are SEEKing or chasing, could be “in spirit;” NOT in a physical vessel; like mine.

The twins, WITHOUT a physical vessel, are a bit farther along in their Quest, which has been going on for a very long time, and have a more evolved soul. It’s all about baby steps and mastery. So don’t be fooled thinking that your twin is your physical partner.

Much of the quest is about freeing your twin. This doesn’t necessarily say that it is from another physical partner; to you. It could be releasing him or her from your own relationship, OR even from Hell; like my twin; THE Emmanuel.


If you’ve been reading my FREE book, on my inter-dimensional twin flame journey, my channeled messages, and this blog, you can see how persistence pays off. I was COMPLETELY CLUELESS and naive; like a little child during my quest. I had NO IDEA who I was pursuing through the darkest of energies and into the light realms. All I knew, was that I felt we were married before, I loved him beyond words, and I couldn’t shake it. I was fully operating on faith through works.

I was told by one of my higher-guides, during my journey, that Limbo / Hell / Purgatory / Hades is VOID of the divine. This was a devastating thought, to think my husband in spirit, was stuck in this place of utter loneliness; because he was ALWAYS alone, when I would find him in the energies.

I didn’t care who this man was, or what he might have done to be put into this dark place. I did NOT judge him, as he was always very kind, considerate, loving, patient, and respectful. Even when he wouldn’t show me all of his face, I still wanted to find him; it was inevitable. I was like a homing pigeon on its journey through the energies; mated for all eternity.


Nearly every night, before falling asleep in bed, I put on my armor of God, as they call it, and I jumped into the lower 4D energies with both feet. Over and over again, I would take the plunge, several times per night; WITHOUT thinking of myself first. This was truly an act of service to another.

Before I would fall asleep each night, with intent of reaching him, I would hang my hand outside of the bed, from under the sheets, and await for him to take it. This is probably where our “Take my hand, I want to show you something” was derived. It is just what we do, when doing The Work; give freely, WITHOUT expecting a specific result or tangible gain of any kind.

When my hand was touched, I would get pulled out of my body, into the lower energies, by someone on the other side of the 4D energy wall. When I first started my quest, I would find myself, out-of-body, in my own bedroom, WITHIN the lower energies, being greeted by a man, or many men. Some would literally rape me.

This didn’t stop me from searching for my husband, I flat-out refused to give up. I always kept in mind that it wasn’t my physical vessel being attacked, and that they really could not hurt me in spirit; which is true.

It took numerous attacks, before I discovered that I could talk to these dark beings, and reason with them, in the hell of their own making. Many were just lost in the energies; wallowing in their own sorrows or demons; their unconquered addictions.

I discovered that using my heart, and not my head that I could assist them in crossing over into the light realms; through compassion. They needed a gentle approach; not a harsh one.


So how did my “twin” end up in Hell?

In my twin flame’s case, it was all part of “the game” as Coeus; THE Emmanuel calls it; “The Search for the Holy Grail.” My Beloved, a Master of Unconditional Love, had to descend into “Hell,” as part of the “birthing” process of the New Earth Energies; for lack of a better description.

Certain energies needed to be hidden away, until a specific moment in “time.” What confidence my beloved held, in my own abilities to locate him; through all energies. My memories of him had been wiped clean prior to incarnation, so I was running completely on faith. He often tells me that I’m “brave-hearted.” I’m not so sure that I’m brave of heart, or fully embracing my sacred heart; no matter the cost.

It was through my own sacred acts of forgiveness through others, and my self’s proven sacrifices through wanton truths, that my twin flame journey began, and I traversed the energies deep below; conquering all fears.

Some of you might wonder, why I italicize the word “through” so often. Through is an energy that is part of The Work. You MUST be able to do the work through the energies. So forgiveness is an energy, and can be a very difficult one for many to navigate through.


It is your own knowingness; NOT that of others efforts to control the truths through self-service, which will allow you to finish your quest.


Follow your heart; not what you watch on YouTube, for MOST of those people have NOT successfully completed their search for The Holy Grail that results in the sacred Divine Marriage ceremony. Many YouTube channels only repeat things from other channels WITHOUT doing their own work, or only reside with their twin in the physical. It’s a good start, but just a tiny part of the journey.

Keeping this in mind however, not all souls are brave enough to complete the journey, and only incarnate to be with their twin in the physical. There is nothing wrong with this journey, as long is it is YOUR journey; which should be unique. So don’t be swayed by others. This is YOUR walk; not theirs.


Look WITHIN; not WITHOUT. I cannot reiterate this enough.

This entire process of discovery WITHIN, is all part of the Ascension process. This is not just for me; but for you. Nobody has a more important role than the next “person,” it’s a massive group effort. So once again, process=through. You have to work through the Ascension process; it’s increasing vibrational energies.


There were several, highly-elevated beings of light, that descended into Hell / Limbo / Tartarus to be “hidden” away; besides Emmanuel (Coeus). His brother, Cronus the God of Truth, Justice, and Honor, and Keeper of the Light, was also hidden away. This literally removed his energies from radiating forth to the Earth.

While channeling Cronus, he once called himself, “Cronus, God of Truths; but Discordant Energies.” This means that they are inharmonious, harsh, or jarring energies. His energy color, is quite similar to my own; a baby blue. Mine is a bit more seafoam or a pale blue/green color.

Cronus carries the “gavel of justice,” and often “pounds” it down like a sledge hammer. It can feel quite negative; for lack of better words. He also speaks VERY harshly about humanity; much more than Emmanuel.

I have to talk with Cronus, behind the scenes, when inter-dimensionally traveling to him for messages, and later condense them into a softer view. As he is like a big, high-energy dragon; roaring.

I can only assume that someone out there, has completed their twin flame journey with Cronus as well. Please come forward and tell your story, I’d be happy to post it on my website, or provide a link to your own site.

Cronus’ energies have been released, and you can probably see and feel the effects, WITHIN our societies today. It’s like the Jerry Springer show; people are acting crazy, because they are trying to determine the untruths from the truths; which have been well-hidden indeed. Not to worry, they will ALL come forth to be exposed, which are never-ending.

Cronus CToday’s societies need to display wanton cruelty through acts of discordant behaviors. It causes chaos WITHIN humanities need to expose untruths.

Human discordant behaviors are running rampant through societies needs to control the dysfunctions.

Cronus’s “function” as he calls it “is the binding or fabric in which the power over others exists.

Emmanuel is here to “Come forth to magnify your plans for self-destruction,” which will cause the Old Earth energies to parish, and the New Earth to emerge; through the filth of untruths, and into truths via Wildfire.


As I keep expressing in my written materials, we are multi-dimensional energy beings, vibrating at unique rates or frequencies; a soul song. This is how I was able to SEEK and FIND my twin flame; THE Emmanuel in ALL energies.

To reside in each others frequencies in the light realms, you must MATCH, or be higher-than that being’s unique vibrational frequency. This also works with Old Earth and New Earth; it’s part of the Law of Attraction. This allows you to exist, multi-dimensionally WITHIN two completely different dimensions; Old and New Earth…for now.

Emmanuel E LGFortuitous time-slips are occurring in your time structure. The fabrics that weave time will cease to exist. Walls will come down, making you able to co-exist, simultaneously WITHIN realities in existence.

The entire process of Ascension, is about increasing the vibrations of the planet; Gaia, to cause her to gradually change dimensions, and eventually “go to light.” This is done through the “disclosure” process; disclosing the lower energies and transmuting them into light energies.

I also repeat these words from THE Emmanuel often:

Emmanuel E LGYou must release what it is you carry.


THE Emmanuel, THE Higher CHRIST self, descended into Hell to hide there, for the setting free part of the twin flame reunion, AND the Ascension process. Because time is non-existent EVERYWHERE, but here on Earth. It’s all in your mind; man-made.

So how does this all work? How can I find my twin flame?

Say the Prayers and Decrees of the Twin Flames, and you too will FIND your twin, and set him free; IF you are brave-hearted. Being brave of heart comes in many forms and through different types of energies; it all depends on your own unique journey.

Wherever your twin flame is, and they do mean WHEREVER, cut him/her free. Cut yourself free to fulfill the divine plan and attain union in the level of the CHRIST; in the level of your chakras; BOTH of you. This is all accomplished through the energies of forgiveness, compassion, and unconditional love; in ALL circumstances.

This process is where Masters are made, as mastery is required for the consuming of all negative karma that might limit the releasing of your true identity; your CHRISTed Oversoul’s name. This process is in preparation for the sealing your hearts as one; the Divine Marriage or Bride of Christ ceremony; inter-dimensionally, as this mastery is ENTIRELY an inter-dimensional experience.

Upon the completion of the Wedding of the Lamb, you become a Bride of Christ, in the energy/dimension of the CHRISTed Kingdom. Then, and only then, is the true identify of your husband or wife is revealed; completing the search for The Holy Grail.

I was quite baffled, surprised, and bewildered to find out my Divine Husband was THE Emmanuel, Coeus, God of Intellect and Speaker of Truths, Yielder of the Vernacular Sword from the Book of Revelation in the Bible. I thought that he was just “some sweet guy” that was funny, kind, and crazy about me. Who would have thought that he was the Lord of Lords, and King of Kings. It just goes to show you what can be revealed through the energies of the truths.

If you have completed, or are “hot in pursuit,” on the search of The Holy Grail, through the energies; inter-dimensionally, please feel free to post your own unique experience here on my blog. I’m sure others would love to read about it!

I AM the Emmanuel’s Wife, The Goddess Athena. Who is your twin?

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